
[ Album ]
This mixtape came from a period of breaking apart and trying to rebuild. While shedding old habits, I slipped into new ones, searching for any sense of control. My connection to music warped; the raw electronic–stoner metal–post-punk blend I’d leaned on suddenly felt foreign. Creating alone became heavy, and the gap between what I imagined and what I made kept widening. This mixtape isn’t about screaming anymore. It’s about what comes after: the quiet, the triggers, the slow work of living with the things you once ran from. It reflects one of the lowest chapters of my life and the echoes that still linger. Thank you for listening, and for letting this project exist beyond my hard drive. Special thanks to Sorrow Bringer, Antisxcial, under the maple tree, and hakaisu for bringing their sound into this.