
[ Song · Hyperpop ]
[Intro] QuantumSaike & Namine Ritsu [Verse 1] I don’t wake up anymore, I just come to Reach into the dark and it isn’t a hand, it’s the blue Was it something that was done to me, or something I chose? My chest goes tight before my head even knows [Pre-Chorus] I close my eyes and you’re still burning on the back of them There’s no lock, no door, no version of me that doesn’t let it in And underneath the noise I finally hear it speak — It was never a voice. It was me. Screaming underneath. [Chorus] Take the safety off, I wanna feel afraid It’s a beautiful nightmare and I’m the one who made it Did I ask for this pain, or do I just like the taste? Somebody take it out my hands — I’m running out of days [[Verse 2]] Something colder than me put a hand on my shoulder Said you don’t have to carry it, baby, let me hold it for you And I said yes. I said yes so fast it scared me. Running a whole empire out the inside of my head is wearing me down to nothing [Pre-Chorus] I close my eyes and you’re still burning on the back of them There’s no lock, no door, no version of me that doesn’t let it in And underneath the noise I finally hear it speak — It was never a voice. It was me. Screaming underneath. [{Chorus}] Take the safety off, I wanna feel afraid It’s a beautiful nightmare and I’m the one who made it Did I ask for this pain, or do I just like the taste? Somebody take it out my hands — I’m running out of days [[Bridge]] I put the screen face down, turn around — there’s nobody there Just an empty room and the shape of me still sitting in the chair Every scroll’s a seed and I already know what it grows Deep down, under all my noise, I have always known the cost The lights are going out and I’m the one who let them [Chorus] Take the safety off, I wanna feel afraid It’s a beautiful nightmare and I’m the one who made it Did I ask for this pain, or do I just like the taste? [Vamp] Let it crash. Let all of it crash. It was a holy little game until it swallowed me whole The whole thing’s coming down and I’m not moving out the way Disconnect… disconnect… (spoken, last breath) I’m still here.
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