Lost

I’m lost, thinking to my future, thinking to who am I ? Fantasy can’t be smiling me, laugh are replace by tears The emotions are full inside my head, destroying my time Who I am, Who I am ? can I change ? Can I be better ? Can I change for me, for my friends ? For everyone who I love ? Who I am, Who I am ? can I change ? Can I do better ? Since a couple of time, there’s shadows inside me, haunting me, ruining my future, ruining my life. Try to fight them, it is not a bullshit ? they can broke me whenever they want, deprive me of reason. But, can I stay like this, like a zombie, with automatic gesture, programmed words ? But, I don’t know Who I am, Who I am ? can I change ? Can I be better ? Can I change for me, for my friends ? For everyone who I love ? Who I am, Who I am ? can I change ? Can I do better ? The time is past, but the time is still here. I hope that time will make me grow up, take care of my body, of my brain, make me aware that I’m definitevly not so stupid to not changing my mainspring. I can’t ruin like this my life, but can I can change ? nobody has the answer, except me. So I’m asking everytime myself : Who I am, Who I am ? can I change ? Can I be better ? Can I change for me, for my friends ? For everyone who I love ? Who I am, Who I am ? can I change ? Can I do better ?